The end is here for me...

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Originally posted by TastinGood:
later we find out that you left early to 'beat traffic'. after driving 12 hours 2 days prior and now facing another 12 hour drive back home, it woulda been nice if you could have at least stuck around another hour to say goodbye.

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<font size="4" face="Tempus Sans ITC, Tahoma">not to mention the fact that you claimed
to have called jason on his phone... which
ironically didn't show up on the caller ID nor
any VM... but yet other calls showed.

but of course the red bud issue was well after
the stunt you pulled when you came down here
in may....

if i remember correctly, you were having issues
with megs and jason offered you to come stay
with him and blah blah blah... which you did...

in addition to the understanding that you would
work for jason at his shop.... which brings up
some bullshit about the day you slept in and
came to work at 2pm... a day he was friggin
BUSTIN HIS ASS and coulda really used your
promised assistance....

not to mention the part where you got mad at
jason for hanging with me while you were here.
making you HYPOCRITICAL to the fact that you
were talking to megs while you were down as well...
(or, better yet, bringing it full circle...
the fact that you ditched jason at RB.)

of course... you gave us the impression that
you were going to stay here for A WHILE...
which really turned into something like a
week and a half, give or take...
jason invested in you as being there for him
at his job...

and you had the audacity to just up and leave
like you did.... no warning... no nothing...
just went to jason's and packed your shit...
telling him you were leaving the MOMENT you
were leaving. here jason thought you were going
to the race on that sunday... which you said
you were going to do... only to leave THAT
FRIDAY [img]graemlins/thumbs_down.gif[/img]

now you can argue this bullshit til the cows
come home... that you ran back to IL because of
megs and whatnot... but it certainly doesn't
stand to reason why you'd get mad at jason for
hanging with me while you were here.

another thing.....
you came to arkansas as an aid between you and
megs and the issues between you two... in which
you jaunt back there a week and a half later...
only to wind up BACK in the same bullshit you
were in before you came here.

case in point:

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Originally posted by Cow Cud Is A Twin:
Well, okay.
You've decided i'm no longer a friend of yours.. so be it.
Jason has done the same - so be it.
Meghan's jumped on that boat - guess i'll have to deal.
apparently... --- i'm doing something wrong.
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What happened to all those nice things you used to say? Where did THAT friend go?

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<font size="4" face="Tempus Sans ITC, Tahoma">(anyone needing a direct link to this quote... CLICK HERE )


and i'm not even going to get started on the
bullshit 'friend' statements you've been making
all over the place... because that's just what
it is... BULLSHIT.

and don't even be talking shit about 'selfish'...

yoru attempts at trying to make me out to be
the bad guy in this won't work.

mainly because you were not there the night
jason was telling me about what happened in
RB.... no... you weren't there. i got over what
happened when you did us like you did in arkansas,
but when jason told me about the bullshit you
did in RB... i had it. i told him that night
i was done.

you weren't there to see the BULLSHIT you did.
you even BEGGED jason and i to come to RB for
weeks prior.... and jason comes and you just
fucking ditch him... and sadly, cop out.

when you were here, jason came to see me ONE
night without you... all the other times, i
came there... and we tried to include you in
EVERYTHING!!!

don't talk about 'friendship' like you know
what it means. your exploitation of the term
is purely disgusting and lame.

i was your friend... until i figured out how
much i really meant to you.... and how much
jason really meant to you. [img]graemlins/thumbs_down.gif[/img]

i wish you the best of luck in your life with
your supposed LOVELY relationship with megs
and all that trite bullshit thats going on.

there really is no telling.... [img]graemlins/thumbs_down.gif[/img]

i'm highly disgusted.

this is shatzy.... signing out.

I did try to call jasons phone. It was off, I left no voice mail.
When a phone is off -or the battery has died- caller ID does not show a "missed call" unless you leave a voicemail, which I did not do.
I couldn't find him, otherwise I would've let him know we were going and said goodbye.
RB is a large track, and they had moved around the corner, how was I to know this? His phone wasn't on... which isn't his fault, his battery died.
And the reason I got mad when jason hung out with you, was because, he had been saying some things, and all this... and then he was all talkin to you, which he has every right to do, i mean the boy pines over you --- even when you treat him like ass unfortunately.
But of course, what you do, pales in comparison to my treating.
I told Jason I would go home that weekend, and that I may not stay for the race, i was battling with it.
He wasn't sure what he was gonna do, and he said he was probably going to your house the night I left.
so, i figured rather than spend my remaining night at his house alone... I'd just take off. Nothing big. But he ended up not going yada yada -- not my fault. I was told he was.
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I made all parties well aware before I moved down there, if meghan and I fixed our problems, I was gonna move back...
there was no hiding that fact.. so the fact that I did... shouldn't be an issue. And the fact that I left that night, instead of the next morning, because I thought I was gonna be spending it alone at Jasons --- well, that was just me, wanting to get home, rather than sit in someone elses house by myself. I had said I would probably leave that Saturday
I left Friday night, when I was told he would probably be going to your place. Not a huge change in plans...
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buttah, yea...
at least I'm a good enough friend not to get pissed... and like.. start ranting about all your... hmmm..... 'idiosyncracies' or however you spell that fuckin word... or whatever you wanna call wahtever it is I know....
not that it's much... right? [img]wink.gif[/img]
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buttah.... well.. I wanted you to go with Jason to RB, for a reason, so megs would have someone, she didn't so she sat alone, all freakin day, sorry for havin a heart for the girl, and not racing moto-2, so she wouldn't be alone in teh stands all night as well as all day.
PLUS she was feeling under the weather... but you didn't go - so megs was alone.... all day. I felt bad for her... I'd been spending all day with Jason and Josh.. and no time with her.
*hence why i bugged you to go as well... cuz the 4 of us paired quite nicely*.... and i figured on sunday, you wouldn't want to be running all over the track ... just like meghan didn't want to.
But Josh did.. so him and jason were always gone, i never got to see 'em.
So when they sat by us for a while, all was nice, then intermission came, and megs and I went to eat... we invited the boys, they declined. We came back, they were gone... megs and I watched 90% of the race... decided to leave early.. *megs was hot/cranky/ and still feeling under the weather*... i called jason, his phone was off.. nothing I could do then. So I left.
All there is to it. see, that's why when one couple, wants another COUPLE to do things.. it's for a reason. So that the one girl doesn't get left out... so I included her in things.. at the cost of time with Jason -- there was no happy medium...
buttah... yah...

and also, jason, had you come by yourself, you wouldn't have been running all over with Josh everywhere.
And I wouldn't have thought -- well, him and Josh are off doing their thing... They're having fun without me now.. what's the biggie if I dont race moto-2...
meghan WAS sick. You can call her and ask her.
Not like throwing up sick, but her sinus' were all fucked up, and she felt like absolute shit. When we got back to the hotel that night, and ate, after that, she just curled up in bed and sniffled, and tried to sleep.
I can't help you don't believe she wasn't sick... that's not my problem, -- truth is -- she was.

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Originally posted by Cow Cud Is A Twin:
. When we got back to the hotel that night, and ate, after that, she just curled up in bed and sniffled, and tried to sleep.

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<font size="4" face="Tempus Sans ITC, Tahoma">Dude...when josh and I got back to the MOTEL (dude, you cant call that place a hotel) you came outside and we talked a little bit. You were acting kinda down at that point and said to me (paraphrased) "Yeah, funny how she was sick at the track but then we get back here and she feels fine and wants to talk."

Also, as far as the 2nd moto thing....nearing the end of the 2nd moto with about 5 laps to go we were standing over there about 25 feet from where ya'll had been sitting . your chairs were long gone.
and as for your claim of not being able to find us.....you were parked right behind me! did you think i was going to ditch my truck and hitch hike home?

there are several inconsistencies with your side and the way things actually happened.

by the way you continue to defend meghan, i can tell that nothing has changed in regards to that situation and your IM's to me earlier were most likely false in order to get a reaction out of me.

regardless of everything else posted here i would still like to honestly say that you need to objectively evaluate that situation and if it is what you really want before diving in and making a big mistake.

I don't recall having ever said that at the motel TG -- in fact, the reason I was outside... was because she continued to act sick, and wasn't giving me any attention and we had gotten into an agrument * i know, selfish me*
and I defend her, because I was engaged to her. I love her. You'd defend Alison.
My messages to you earlier were 100% true - but of course, you won't believe me.
At a big track, how are we to know when you're "just around the corner?"... and also, when I was leaving, how was I to know how long it would've taken you to come back to your truck?
I figured you were off running around, and so I figured you'd be there until the end of the race *which you were -- and we were gonna leave a little early*.. I also didn't know if you were gonna go to the pits afterward, or what you'd do -- should I sit at your truck, for what could possibly be hours? and wait? and wait..... and wait?
There's no inconsistancy in my story, other than what you have decided in your mind to believe, because you dont' believe me.
But hey -- it's the truth.
Don't worry bout that 'big mistake' TG -- it can't happen now.

As far as the motel thing, you said that...so either you lied to me then or you are lying to me now. You have a bit of a lying problem. I think that a lot of it stems from the fact that to you, you are just joking....but when the other person cant tell or doesnt know that, it causes problems.

Which it has.

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Originally posted by Cow Cud Is A Twin:
and so I figured you'd be there until the end of the race *which you were -- and we were gonna leave a little early*..

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<font size="4" face="Tempus Sans ITC, Tahoma">Yeah....for a 24 hour round trip drive, I was gonna see all there was to see before leaving.

I would have expected you to at least stay until the end of the race in order for us to say our "Goodbyes", yada yada yada. Your claim that it was a "Big track" is silly. We came back to where you guys had been chained to all day...you werent there for I assume the bitching had begun and you were drug out of there (only by your choice because "meghan had been through a lot and you owed her for sitting in the sun all day").

As far as us maybe going to the pits after the race...you knew at that time that we didnt have pit passes because they had sold out. You knew we didnt have access to the pits.

It doesnt really matter now I guess....I still stand by my statement, however, that a simple apology would have been nice instead of constantly defending that your actions were justified.

Oh well.

I thought shatzy was my friend.
unfortunately, this has proved not to be the case apparently, i'm simply curious as to why... if it's over me randomly leaving YM messages.. well that's awfully crappy *because I haven't done that in a while* ---
but... she won't give me the closure I am curious of... so... i dunno what I'll do... probably ponder over what I did wrong...
because she's too selfish to tell

Ouch, well Jason, obviously you don't remember our conversation later then...
when I said I was sorry I didn't get to spend more time with you... that I felt bad about it...
then you replied with how you felt bad you couldn't swing by my house on the way up there...
So, yah, I apologized,but I like how that was ommitted so you and your woman (who treats you like shit, and you defend her to high heavens, you admitted it to me yourself...) can feel better.

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Originally posted by Cow Cud Is A Twin:
So, yah, I apologized,but I like how that was ommitted so you and your woman (who treats you like shit, and you defend her to high heavens, you admitted it to me yourself...) can feel better.

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<font size="4" face="Tempus Sans ITC, Tahoma">feel better about what exactly?

the situation surrounding me and jason has little
to do with the points of exploitation towards us
and the inconsistancies from you, as pointed out
earlier in this thread.

i'm not exactly sure why you are consistantly
attempting to sway from this conversation by
bringing up exterior, non-relative issues.
maybe to divert attention?